I'm going nuts

If you have not figured it out yet.... I'm going nuts. Well it seems like I am anyways. Hours are flying by till the my dream comes to and end and my love Jeff flies back home to England. Why ohh Why me??? Then I get to fly and get to see him for a few days. Coming back I have to go to some dumb pool safety thing for work.
A few months ago if you asked me if I believed in love... the answer would have been not just no but Hell no! I have been hurt too many times to count, from people that just knew how to hurt me. Jeff made me see that when love like ours is meant to be then the people before him was just part of life . I say that I'm happy for a few of them. Well I hope to see a lot of things while I'm with him.