Ducks!

Its Duck Race weekend in the big city of Deming, and let me say I am tired of them. I just hope this weekend goes by quick.

Time for a BBQ

UMMMMMM yeah baby.... Its bbq time. I can almost taste those ribs. The nice potato salad, Fresh home made bread. Nice cold Pepsi that is begging to be the one to wash everything down.
Now for the reason for this bbq. My cousin is blowing into town for 3 days. She arrives one day, has a bbq for her the next day then she flies out again. I love my cousin a lot, she is almost like a younger sister. And getting to be with her and enjoy this feast will be a happy day. I can't wait till she gets here, and spend some time with her. That and the fact that her Mom is the one throwing this bbq and my Aunt is a kick ass cook. I hope it does not rain that day. And for me to say I hope it does not rain mean a lot to me.

Time to morn

This last Wednesday was a sad day for me, I went to a friends funeral. It was one of trying to understand why one person takes the life of another. I have to say I knew this guy, with a warm smile and one to ask how was my Mom and family were doing. I can't say that I talked to him talked to him kind of way,but still a person that was a friend. The day of his funeral was a rainy day with clouds letting loose during the service as tears ran down everyone's face. Looking at his family and hearing them stiffly a cry and wipe a tear was hard. But knowing they caught his killer and justice will be given for this crime.

Still more rain in our future

So im not drowning right now, but hey im not complaining. Not like im in Hatch that got 4 feet of rain in one day. Now that is what I call a flooding.

Im happy that Im off for the next two days but upset that I will be saying my goodbyes to Jeff. I might take another day off to get over not having him home with me, Just walk around in my pj's mopping around, holding on to his picture. Im looking foward on seeing him in a few weeks. That is about all that has been going on in my day.

Rain, thunder, flooding ohhh my!

Another rainy day here in lush New Mexico. I don't mind the rain as a most of you know, but when we have to worry about flooding here, then I have an issue. (Yes I know one of many) There is lightning all around and thunder and I can't forget the rain. Lets see if I don't have to swim home tonight, I did not even bring my yellow two piece bikini to work. Umm might have to go skinny dipping.

Sunday

Sunday, Sunday, Sunday.... I do not like the fact that Football is starting up again!!!!!!! Drives me crazy just hearing nothing but football. Don't get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with the game. But when that is the only thing men talk about around the table about what teams are going to win which ones will loose and why is just too much for me. check out the pictures of the gentleman at www.parduephotos.com see what you think of them.

I'm going nuts

If you have not figured it out yet.... I'm going nuts. Well it seems like I am anyways. Hours are flying by till the my dream comes to and end and my love Jeff flies back home to England. Why ohh Why me??? Then I get to fly and get to see him for a few days. Coming back I have to go to some dumb pool safety thing for work.
A few months ago if you asked me if I believed in love... the answer would have been not just no but Hell no! I have been hurt too many times to count, from people that just knew how to hurt me. Jeff made me see that when love like ours is meant to be then the people before him was just part of life . I say that I'm happy for a few of them. Well I hope to see a lot of things while I'm with him.

Time,time, time see whats become of me

Take time to say I love you to the people you have in your heart.
Take time to say I love you to the people that have come into your life and left.
Take time to say I love you, because if you don't know it by now... I do love you.

another pic i like of Jeff

Here is another picture I love of Jeff but the first one is my most fav. of them.

Thank God for days off

Im so Happy for days off, time to sit and relax and sleep late. I think I will make fish for dinner today. I have one more week with Jeff here, and It seems that my heart is hurting more and more everyday that I think about being without him.
This is a picture of Jeff that I love to look at, I enjoy the real deal but when I can't be with him this is the one that I fall asleep looking at. He is everything that I could ever want in a man. He went out to go buy some more milk, He is going to make a cake called 3 leches cake. Go figure not only is he hot he can cook too. Well I got to go and start on dinner.

Can't ask for more

I can't ask for more in life. This weekend was just a preview of what my Honeymoon will be like with Jeff. Wednesday did not go as planned, we just had so many things to do. We left later then when we wanted but that was ok. We got the cabin we requested and the private pool. When you get your own cabin with your own pool you can swim anytime you want. Jeff and I laid down for a nap as the rain was coming down outside,the wind blowing softly bringing in the exotic perfume nature creates with rain. Now falling asleep with Jeff holding me is sweet enough but adding the rain and soft wind is the things dreams are made of. While I slept in a peaceful dream Jeff was getting the pool ready, He pulled the overhead above the pool and lit floating candles in the pool then went and woke me up with soft kisses and invited me out. We laid out under the cloudy dark skies enjoying the warm water as it relaxed us. I did not want to come back today or ever from that. I can't wait till next weekend. We are going camping if weather permits.

Nice day for a hotsprings

Im sooo looking foward for my days off. Jeff(deep sigh) and I are going to be going to the hotsprings. Its been cool here so the warm water is going to feel sooo good. He says I need to just let him baby me. Humm lets see.... I don't have to cook when i get home, or worry much about everything. He has the most AMAZING hands any man can have. So to me this is going to be a fun day. I can't wait.